Merry Christmas!
Miraculously, my heart and mind are filled with gratitude this Christmas. It wasn’t always that way this year. No, at the beginning of the year I was grateful that COVID was winding down, confident that we would have a more typical summer, and that this 2021-2022 school year would be significantly better COVID-wise than the previous year. I too, like many of you, have been filled with disappointment this year, but that has changed.
I can’t say what exactly turned the page for me, but it was sometime during this fall while I was praying and reading Scripture. That is how I know it was from God, because my heart would not have changed on its own. I was tired and frustrated like everyone else. Then God put a perspective on my heart, a perspective that allowed me to see what He sees and hear what He hears: the frustrations, the heartache, the need for this broken world to have a healing Savior. That’s when it hit me.
No, I didn’t think I needed to die like Jesus to save the world. But I did need to remember that Jesus already died and already saved this world. I did need to die to my selfish thoughts and selfish desires to see the bigger picture.
The very thing this world needs, the very thing I needed, we already have. My heartache, my frustration, my anger and exhaustion, the stress I was feeling – it was all the work of the devil. This is the same work he has been doing since the beginning of time when he convinced Adam and Eve they needed more than a perfect world without evil. The devil and our flesh cause us humans to feel emptiness when, in fact, we are blessed beyond all measure.
I am blessed to be on this journey with you. I am blessed to be a part of a community that values the Word of God and living out that Word of God in the world. I am blessed to have a Savior that promises me strength and endurance even when I grow faint or weary or frustrated. He lifts me up like on the wings of an eagle.
You could look at the world right now and grieve. You can feel loss and grow anxious, but we don’t need to remain feeling that way. Our God sees what we see and sent His Son so that we can find hope and strength and joy in Him! As I look around now, instead of seeing brokenness, I see hope. I see an opportunity for the love of God to make a world changing difference in the lives of the people around me.
We have the Light of the world, the Prince of peace, a wonderful Counselor and a mighty God. That sure sounds like a lot of things the world is looking for. Things I was longing for. Things we already have.
May the presence of Christ in your life bring that transformation for you as well. I pray this Christmas we rally together as a church around the manger and bring hope to one another. Then, working together to be the light in the darkness and to bring joy to the world!
Have a merry Christmas and a blessed new year!
Pastor Erik Gauss